Psalm
127; Hebrews 9. 24-28; Mark 12. 38-44
In the Four
Quartets T.S. Eliot wrote this:
. . . In order to arrive there,
to arrive where
you are, to get from where you are not,
You need to go by a way in which there
is no ecstasy.
In order to
arrive at what you do not know
You must go by a way which is the way of
ignorance.
In order to
possess what you do not possess
You must go by the way of dispossession.
In order to
arrive at what you are not
You must go through the way in which you
are not.
And what you do
not know is the only thing you know
And what you own
is what you do not own
And where you are
is where you are not.
There is a revolution
from God, an impossible turning in which the very worst that may visit us in
life is able to reconfigure itself as the very best. It is a revolution that resists explanation
or representation. It happens in our
experience. We know that it happens, and
we can recognise it when it happens to others.
But we struggle to understand or tell it, to name its dark contours even
for ourselves. To my mind, the gospel of
the crucified and risen Jesus is our best telling of this revolution. “Best” because here the story unfolds from
our lips and imaginations, from the lips and imagination of the church, and yet
it does not come from us. We hear it,
first of all, from God. What we confess
with our lips and know in our hearts begins not with our own hearts, but with
an event that happens in the heart of God.
The gospel story
of the widow who gave all she had, all she had to live on, is a version of that
telling. Although we have it here, in
Mark, as a story about discipleship - an allegory and paradigm example for us
of what a disciple of Jesus would do - its context in the larger gospel story
suggests something else. Since Jesus
himself is about to be arrested, and everything taken from him through the
humiliation of torture and crucifixion, and since Mark casts this great loss as
a willing loss, a sacrifice or gift
on the part of Jesus and his Father for the life of the world, so this simple
act of a widow’s offering is not primarily about what disciples do, but what God does. In the larger story about Christ’s offering, God’s gift, the woman’s willingness to part with everything that
she has to live on prepares the reader to hear the story of the passion: that
she is like the God who loses everything, but willingly, in the
encounter with human evil.
Consider, if you
will, what has happened in the story so far.
In chapter 1 we read that Jesus had come to inaugurate a kingdom, the
kingdom of God. In chapters 2 through 7
we read stories about the signs of that kingdom’s arrival: the preaching of good news, healings,
exorcisms, and (not least) the shattering of human traditions about what is
right and what is wrong. In chapters 8
& 10, Jesus tells his disciples that salvation comes only for the one who
is willing to die, to be baptised into death, to become the slave of all. Also in chapter 10, in what I take to be the
key utterance of the gospel, Jesus declares that salvation, while impossible
for human beings, is indeed possible for God.
Can you see where Mark is leading us with that story-line? To suffering and to crucifixion, as a direct
and necessary consequence of God’s encounter with human beings. But also to the revolution revealed
there, that strange turning in which death becomes life, poverty becomes
riches, and the loss of self the key to a newly made identity that God gives
freely. So what Mark is trying to tell
us in this stark story about a widow who gives away even the little she has, is
nothing other than what he is telling us in the gospel as a whole. That one can never be saved from life’s
cruelties unless one is willing to confess and acknowledge one’s own
involvement in the system that perpetuates those cruelties, giving oneself
over, instead, to a different logic, the logic of God which is called by the
beautiful name of grace.
What I mean is
this. For Mark – and, indeed, for the Letter
to the Hebrews before him – there are two powers or logics in the
world: the power of religion or karma,
and the power of the gospel or of grace.
In Mark’s world, as in ours, it was the power of karma that appeared to
reign supreme. Karma is the power of
necessity, you know, the compulsion we feel to ‘get ahead’ by paying our
dues, working hard, and keeping our patrons happy. Of course, we would not feel such compulsion
unless we believed in karma ourselves, if we did not want to get ahead,
if we were not already invested in the very system that enslaves us
because we believe it will reward us.
Yet this is where most of us are.
Compelled, entranced, invested.
Yet, the karmic system can only ever lead us to despair, for it condemns
us to reap only what we sow. It is like
capitalism, which delivers to us only what we produce ourselves – images of the
real, but not the real itself. The real
eludes us, for we are not God. We cannot
create even ourselves, let alone what we need for happiness or peace! This widow of Israel, for example, was
probably caught in a double-bind, a circle of despair with no exit. Like all good Jews, she longed to be part of
the people of the redeemed, those who were acceptable to God because they
obeyed the priestly law. Yet, she wanted
to survive as well, to live. When her
male patrons died or put her aside, she had to turn to activities condemned by
the law in order to feed herself and her children – to prostitution or stealing
or slavery in the houses of idolators.
The only way to achieve both ends, to stay alive and ritually clean at
the same time, was to accept a form of moral blackmail, to pay the priestly
caste a large portion of her ill-gotten earnings in return for their acceptance
and protection. Unfortunately, her
willingness to do so almost certainly kept her in a state of perpetual want and
need. It also perpetuated and repeated
the very system that oppressed her, so that nothing was able to change. She reaped what she sowed, her poverty and
need creating nothing but more poverty and more need.
Thank God there is
another power in the world, the power of grace!
Grace, as I have been preaching for some time now, is the opposite of
karma or religion or myth. It is like
the blessing of children of which the Psalmist speaks. Children cannot be produced by the machinations
of our human longings, needs or planning.
They are not a reward for our labour or a right to be possessed. Children come, as many of you know very well,
as a sheer gift from God, without reason or foretelling. Children are therefore signs to us of grace,
that condition of blessedness and peace which comes not from ourselves but from
somewhere other, from God. Grace is that
which comes to question, to interrupt, to displace and even destroy the cycle
of despair which is karma. With the gift
of grace, we reap what we have not sown, and live in the power of that
which we have not produced or made for ourselves. In grace we experience the love of God shown
in Christ’s self-sacrifice. In Christ,
God is totally for us, even to the point of so identifying with us in our
karmic cycle of despair that he suffered the full consequence of what that
cycle produces: nothingness, and only
nothingness.
Of course, having
given itself over to nothingness and to death, grace is not exhausted. It rises, phoenix-like, from the ashes of its
own destruction, and proceeds to infect the karmic system like a virus which
cannot be quashed. In the gospel story,
this power or property is called resurrection.
It is the perseverance of love in the face of death and despair, the
never-depleted surplus of possibility over necessity. In Mark’s world, the widows of Israel were
forever caught in a web of karmic despair.
In trying to escape its demands they succeeded only in fulfilling its
demands. Not so, we are told, with the
widow who gave her all, all she had to live on.
In the context of the gospel as a whole, we must understand this act
evangelically, that is, as a picture or metaphor of salvation. As for Christ himself, and for all who follow
his way of the cross, it is only by finally allowing the karmic system to have
what it seeks – our very lives – that we shall find ourselves free of its
determinations. For while she, and we
who are Christ’s, indeed give our lives daily to the system we inhabit, that
system need not possess us thereby. For
we are Christ’s, and our truest selves are hidden with Christ in God, as the
apostle says. Therefore we are being
freed from the desire to get ahead, to succeed in terms determined by the law
of karma. We are people who know a love
which is stronger even than death, and the gift of a life and future we have
not produced. Therefore we choose, over
and over again, in all the minutiae of life, to serve our neighbour without
thought of cost or ego. For the price is
already paid. What can karma take from
us that Christ cannot return a hundredfold?
The movie known as
Matrix: Revolutions, can be read as the third volume in a
three-fold re-telling of the gospel as I have proclaimed it today. In that story, it is at the precise
moment when the new Son of Man, Neo Anderson, gives himself over to the power
of karmic inevitability, that the revolution begins. As he lies crucified upon the power of the
machines, absorbed, it seems, into the power of the same old thing, a miracle
begins to happen. What was absorbed
begins to absorb. What was dead now
begins to infect the whole system with life.
What had been given away now returns more powerfully to inhabit all the
world, bringing light and life and peace where once there was only darkness,
death and enmity. So it can be for
us. Jesus promises that if we will face
our deepest fear – the loss of our very souls – and if we will trust in his
love, then we shall live, even though we die.
“In my end is my beginning,” wrote T.S.
Eliot. Let us give thanks that it
is so.
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